andrew and esther *
Monday, March 13, 2006 <3 a new episode
todae wuz like a totally new episode to our relationship. well we spent quite a long time talking at the bus-stop when i sent her home after piano lesson. well it wasn't the amount of things we talked bout, but it was deep enuff fer us to get to know each other at another higher level.
well the whole convo sparked off after we met my ex on e bus. then esther started telling me bout tt guy in e past... well when we alighted i didn't noe y, it wasn't jealousy but neither was it anger or anything. juz couldn't describe tt feeling but it wasn't very pleasant. i didn't tell her when she asked initially y i went quiet all of a sudden. then our convo moved on as she asked me bout my ex n there i started to tell her bout my past once again. similarly, she went quiet fer some time after listening to mi and i figured out she felt e same way as i did earlier on. so i asked her whether she felt a tinge of insecurity or sth.
well it seems tt i felt tt way too and it's realli weird cos common sense tells us we're together alr but sth inside juz stirs up tt insecurity n element of doubt within us. ahhh silly us. well darling i juz wan u to noe tt no matter wat happens, u r my one n onli. my heart is onli enuff to contain you and onli you. hmmm time flies, it'll be 2 months as of tuesday, well many more to come.
i love you esther, loads n loads <3
<3 andrew~
neveralone ;12:07 AM
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